It's been around nine months since my last post. I do apologize to the people who pop by to check out my blog.
I've been on a different course in the last year. I became a real performer last year. I was booked to dance in night clubs and some red carpet events that had nothing to do with strip clubs. I entered my first pole fitness competition earlier this month. I went home with a bronze medal.
Now I have accomplishments and I really don't know what to do with them. If I keep competing, I may have to chill out on my blog. It takes a lot of time and energy to compete. There is also the fact that 'pole fitness performers' really frown upon club dancers. Even if it's from their past.
I must admit I'm in a bit of quandry.
I also haven't worked as a dancer since Janurary. For the first time since I can remember, I'm not sure if I want to go back. It's not about my look. Since training,I'm in the best shape I've been in for years. I think it may be the scent. Yes, the bathroom in the club I work in smells like a non ventilated taco stand.
As much as I love pole performing, the fact that a lot of my co-workers use copious amounts of body oil and lotion for the bodies and then rub it all over the pole, really scares the crap out of me! Accidents aching to happen.
I suppose I'm lucky to have such problems as not being able to make up my mind where I want to work. Especially with our 'new world order', economically speaking.
This will only last for so long. I really should make up my mind soon.
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